Disturbed

I know, I know I haven’t posted in a looooong time!! I’m sorry! But, I feel like you guys are the only people that will get this and I really just needed to get it off my chest…

Last night, my team at work went out to dinner and to a haunted house. We were having a great time and the haunted house was a lot of fun. As we are going through the first house we enter a room and what I saw has been haunting me ever since!!!! On my left is an incubator from the NICU with a bloody dead baby in it (WHAT THE FUCK PEOPLE?!) on my right is a woman on a gurney bleeding with ANOTHER dead baby halfway out of her belly (AGAIN, WHAT THE FUCK PEOPLE!!!?) I get it, its shocking, its scary whatever – but really?! Dead babies? That’s the shit you want people to see to be scared? Ugh, it disturbed me because I look on the left and see Harper and Elliott in the NICU, I immediately thought about Harper and how that very well could have been her fate. I look to the right and I see Rohen. My sweet boy, that WAS his fate.

Moral of the story? Scarizona, get your shit together. Dead babies aren’t things that you put in mother fucking haunted houses, because that shit happens to people. A lot.

Assholes.

Thanks for listening guys ā¤

18 thoughts on “Disturbed

  1. Flump has Two Mummies says:

    Aw Ashley! That’s awful šŸ˜„ I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I’ve been following your story for years and I have never gotten around to thanking you. When we were TTC your blog was the one I came across that gave my hope ā¤ so thank you to you and your beautiful family for keeping me going through the hardest days xx

  2. Karin says:

    This is NOT cool! I would say something because this could start someone into a serious depression or even induce PTSD!

    I’m sorry you had to go through that!!!

    • Ashley Davis says:

      I know, I was thinking about that. It’s been nearly 3 years and I can pretty openly talk about Rohen without “losing it” but that really fucked with me last night!! Imagine someone that JUST went through it?!

  3. Amy M. says:

    That’s absolutely disgusting!! If I was you, I would try to contact management and explain to them exactly WHY this is completely unacceptable. People just absolutely do not think sometimes…stupid and heartless!!

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