I know, I know I haven’t posted in a looooong time!! I’m sorry! But, I feel like you guys are the only people that will get this and I really just needed to get it off my chest…
Last night, my team at work went out to dinner and to a haunted house. We were having a great time and the haunted house was a lot of fun. As we are going through the first house we enter a room and what I saw has been haunting me ever since!!!! On my left is an incubator from the NICU with a bloody dead baby in it (WHAT THE FUCK PEOPLE?!) on my right is a woman on a gurney bleeding with ANOTHER dead baby halfway out of her belly (AGAIN, WHAT THE FUCK PEOPLE!!!?) I get it, its shocking, its scary whatever – but really?! Dead babies? That’s the shit you want people to see to be scared? Ugh, it disturbed me because I look on the left and see Harper and Elliott in the NICU, I immediately thought about Harper and how that very well could have been her fate. I look to the right and I see Rohen. My sweet boy, that WAS his fate.
Moral of the story? Scarizona, get your shit together. Dead babies aren’t things that you put in mother fucking haunted houses, because that shit happens to people. A lot.
Assholes.
Thanks for listening guys ā¤
Bs and Babies 
That is so horrific and NOT EFFING OK. I’m so sorry you had to experience that friend.
Right?! I just don’t even understand how they thought that would be a good idea!!! Stick with clowns and chainsaws for god sake people!
Aw Ashley! That’s awful š„ I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I’ve been following your story for years and I have never gotten around to thanking you. When we were TTC your blog was the one I came across that gave my hope ā¤ so thank you to you and your beautiful family for keeping me going through the hardest days xx
I’m so glad we were able to give you hope!! I don’t post much anymore but I check wordpress every day and continue following everyone’s story! I miss posting, I need to make it a priority going forward!!!
You definitely did š xx
This is NOT cool! I would say something because this could start someone into a serious depression or even induce PTSD!
I’m sorry you had to go through that!!!
I know, I was thinking about that. It’s been nearly 3 years and I can pretty openly talk about Rohen without “losing it” but that really fucked with me last night!! Imagine someone that JUST went through it?!
That is so not ok. Just not even in the realm of acceptable. I never even had a NICU baby and that would have set me off.
RIGHT?! And for them to not only have the NICU baby but also a woman with a baby HANGING OUT OF HER, CLEARLY DEAD…I just don’t even get what they were thinking.
They weren’t thinking. That’s the trouble!
That’s awful. I’m so sorry you had to see that.
Oh my god I can’t believe that… Sorry you had to see that. Truly fucked up.
What???! That is horrible and shocking and a million other things. I am so sorry you had to see that.
That’s horrendous. I don’t understand how anyone could ever think that is ok
That’s absolutely disgusting!! If I was you, I would try to contact management and explain to them exactly WHY this is completely unacceptable. People just absolutely do not think sometimes…stupid and heartless!!
This is unbelievable! Holy shit!
Have you contacted them?
::SO ANGRY::